Today Sucked.
There is a reality that comes with all this fertility business, and that reality is money. I am anticipating my period in the next few days (thanks stick of shame #3!) and with that will come all of this testing that we are *actually* looking forward to, because, answers.
And so I awoke this morning with a start. It's almost December. We haven't really considered what kind of financial burden this will put on us, especially during the holidays. Add to that, Sweet Man Friend's flex spending doesn't kick in until next month.
Shit.
So the long and short of it is, we just can't do all of the testing this month. But next month we can.
And I get it, I really get it. A month in the big picture is not a big deal. It's a blink of an eye. But for where I am, right here, right now, it is painfully disappointing.
Tick, Tock.
BUT.
The good news is, I have this MILLION DOLLAR IDEA.
I thought of it as I scowled at stick of shame #3 today.
You see, there is nothing more disheartening (at least for the woman who is TRYING) to see, just, "NO" on a pregnancy test. I think someone should make one that's marketed towards women who are trying. And it will say things like, "Better luck next time!" or "You tried really hard, sorry!" or "Don't forget! There is more than one way to make a family!"
Maybe my brain isn't 100% in the right place right now, but I really think this could be the million dollar idea that helps pay for this whole endeavor.
Because the testing is just the beginning.
First of all, you are the most amazing person ever in the history of the world, and second of all - only you could think of an amazing product like the one you have just described. O.M.G. There are a gazillion thoughtful possibilities.
ReplyDeleteI think of you two a lot and I know this is quite a challenge and effort for you. It must seem even more so when others make it look easy. Sarah and Travis had a rather normal pregnancy and delivery, but a friend of hers who was pregnant at the same time experienced so many difficulties all the way along. We only wish this were easier for you and I wish I had ideas or words to help! Just know we wish you two the best. We admire you both and are proud of the work you do and the influence you are in your workplaces and with your family and friends. We will continue to send good thoughts and strong support your way!
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